decisions can make us and brake us. but, most importantly, they inevitably shape us.
can a decision be a failure though?
listening to the dylan album bringing it home he states “there’s no success like failure and failure’s no success at all.” so i guess i shouldn’t be afraid to fail.
well, i’ve decided to, in a true newspaper man’s fashion, give myself a deadline. a deadline to decide what exactly i’m going to do this upcoming spring semester when my time in springfield is cached.
currently i’m slated to go study abroad in austria. but, i have no secret stash of ben franklin’s and don’t know that i can afford the tuition and living costs for 5 months in europe without any coin coming in (i.e., i wouldn’t be working while i’m over there).
it’s either that option or a few others, maybe apply for some internships? maybe just go do something. i want to move to maui really bad, but i’ll need a few roommates to be able to afford the rent. i don’t know.
i’m going home this next week though and will ponder the future over coffee and maybe even a few american spirits in my favorite local coffeehouse.